Someone emailed and asked:
Everything seems and feels hopeless and meaningless, and it is crippling me. I feel guilty for existing because it often feels that just being in this system is sin. Were forced to support jewish and other antichrist alien owned companies that espous Godless philosophies, or else we starve because we have no farm land, and land costs an arm and a leg and the corrupt politicians continue to tax you on your own property, year after year. I feel in constant limbo because I don’t know my bloodlines that far back—but neither does anyone with 100% certainty—so all it takes is one dumb or sinful ancestor to have had kids with an alien and thats it: the bloodline is shot; add into the mixture the incredible likelihood of mixture with the so-caleld “native” americans and... I dont know how to explain it, but it causes something like a warped numb concept of reality itself. I find myself constantly questioning if I really love God or even have the capacity to love God, or if I make a mockery of Him by trying to be on his side while not being pure. I can’t help but wonder also why God even created other races, what was the purpose and point of it all? Why create low intelligence humanoids that have the capacity to breed with Adamites, to the destruction of the Adamites? Meanwhile we have to try to live out the other aspects of our life as if nothing’s wrong, caring about the needs of our families, working on marriages and other relationshipes and working to resolve petty, stupid arguments about things that we should shrug off in light of the bigger problems; trying to care about finances even though the Antichrists could pull the rug out from under us at anytime; and some millionare would be there to suck up the wealth, while the former fortune of the individual would be reduced to pennies; trying to exercise and eat right, hating your job and feeling guilty for it because of everything else; feeling like the pursuit of career happiness is pointless also, being stagnant / dead end; trying to read and learn etc. Sorry to unload on you, I know you have enough grief, so I really am sorry to do this, I am just declining rapidly and the only solution seems to be to crawl in a hole and die.
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My reply:
I know what you mean... and I am 100% alone. Endure hardness as a good soldier, cry unto God with me every time you see evil (nearly nonstop) and implore Him to pour His Holy Spirit out on His people to convict them of sin and bring them to repentance, and implore Him to pour out a Pestilence and His Wrath on the wicked and all who hate Him (which is all who hate the morality that He established), all the aliens, mingled people, antichrists, perverts, socialists, liberals, evolutionists, etc.
We are in the world but not of the world and until enough of His people realize the hopelessness of the situation, return to Him, daily study His Word (turn off the tv, movies, sports, godless “music”, stop reading godless “literature”), dily learn what He commands, and DO IT (daily be conformed into the Image of Christ); until they daily confess sin and return (or for the first time turn) to obeying all that God commanded (they aren’t “Suggestions” and there are not merely 10* of them). Christ declared, “not one jot or tittle shall pass from the Law”. This is NOT for salvation, but for OBEDIENCE. Ignorant Bible “experts” have led the flock of God astray with a mindless false inference. Keeping the Law of God NEVER saved, not even in the Old Testament. The Law was not given for salvation—the Law cannot save. FAITH in God’s MERCY and GRACE and FORGIVENESS if one confessed and repented of his sin (which entails returning to obedience) is what saved then and now. The Old Testament sacrificial system POINTED TOWARD Christ. The blood of bulls and goats and lambs did not save. It was a temporary atonement until Christ Sacrificed Himself. Those who lived in faith looked forward to Christ.
[* See my, Ten Commandments For Youth —For Everyone! - For Youth and Young-minded* Adults: An Explanation of the Ten Commandments and A Memory System using Bible Numerics; 440pp., 6.25 x 9.25, pb., 25.00 + P&H. not on a child’s level, but for older youth and adults. [* Young minded, of course, refers to the opposite of “you can’t teach an old dog a new trick” and also Christ taught that if one wanted to see / enter the Kingdom he had to become as a little child, that is child-like faith and obedience.] My exposition shows that the 10 Commandments are not 10 individual laws, but 10 Categories of Law under which the entire Law of God is organized. I show how other laws are so categorized and also show how breaking any one is tantamount to breaking all; and that all 10 categories if violated are sins against God and all 10 categories if violated are sins against our kinsmen. Very detailed, enlightening, instructional; profound new thought and clear teaching that will be hard for antinomians to refute, if they will read and consistently apply the Laws of Hermeneutics. Also a detailed exposition of Matthew 5:38-40 concerning loving our “enemies”, “turning the other cheek”, “giving thy coat and cloak”, etc. These were not general, broad-based, universal statements, but only referred to accepting just punishment in court if one had truly sinned and damaged a kinsman and thus to accept the punishment gracefully, showing your true remorse for having damaged a brother. Likewise, “going the extra mile” had specific (not universal) application; but modern “Christianity” has perverted this Sermon on the Mount teaching to mean we should just bend over and accept abuse and lie down and die. Christ commanded, “Give not that which is holy to the dogs and cast not pearls before swine lest they turn and trample and rend you”. Christ taught “Occupy till I come” (not surrender to, or blend in with the world), and Paul wrote, “have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness but REBUKE them”. These other teachings are not consonant with “turning the other cheek” to GOD’S enemies, the enemies of Christendom: immoral people, aliens, perverts, criminals, antichrists, etc., which is not what Christ was teaching.]
Those today who repent (IF they actually repent) of their sins, ask God to forgive them and apply the Blood of Christ for PERMANENT atonement. That unconditionally secures atonement and salvation—if one is truly regenerated. However, it does not abolish God’s Law, His Standard of Morality, His “House Rules” that He commanded His children obey to set us apart as His people and to be holy as He is Holy (by living in the holiness that He commanded). Obedience does not make us holy. If we are truly regenerated, the Holiness of The Holy Spirit of Christ will be evident in our lives by our—not doing what we want or what modern polluted denominations think is “better”—doing what God commanded. Obedience does not save; it is the by-product of salvation. “Walk in the Spirit and ye shall not fulfill the lusts of the flesh [the violation of all that God commanded].” There is only one source of morality and morality never changes. Evil never becomes good. Sin never becomes not sin. Darkness never becomes light. Abominations never become wholesome. God does not change. The Stardard does not change. Obedience establishes one as an HONORABLE son whom the Father will bless and who will inherit of the Father.
Disobedience, sin, reveals one is dishonorable (and God does not even hear his prayers)—and if one lives in unrepentant sin and does not receive God’s chastisement, Scripture says such persons are not His sons but BASTARDS! Not one jot or tittle... THINK NOT that I am come to destroy the Law... I am not (why then do “Christians” think it...? —because they follow a false shepherd and believe in a false god). God commanded us, throughout all our generations forever—the Law that He commanded to A THOUSAND generations (it has only been about 184 generations from Adam—THINK ABOUT IT!)... He commanded us to keep The Sabbath Holy, keep the dietary laws AND NOT DEFILE ourselves and make ourselves ABOMINABLE since our bodies are His Temple; He commanded us to be separate / not associate with the ungodly or aliens (no adulterating)... and if we do not obey the PERFECT Law that He gave us (which is simple to understand and fits in the palm of your hand, and only contains about 613 laws and which laws were given for our GOOD)—but we are neurotic in jumping through every hoop of a corrupt, illegitimate government (which has laden us with over 300,000 Federal Laws alone, contained in over 35 LARGE Hardback Volumes of six-point to seven-point sized print, which occupy more than 17 feet of shelf space and you need a team of lawyers to “understand” and even the “experts” don’t agree on it”—which laws were given to oppress, rob, and enslave us) ... then why should He deliver us?
If “Christians” don’t stop going to and don’t supporting polluted, Apostate denominations, and if they don’t support, order books from, learn, and confederate with TRUE ministers and ministries that are preaching the unadulterated (unpolitically correct, non-world-friendly) FULL Counsel of the Word of God, then they are in rebellion and sin and God does not even hear their prayers—and that is why Christendom is about to fall, for the first time in 2,000 years...!
“6My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge: because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shalt be no priest to Me: seeing thou hast forgotten the Law of thy God, I will also forget thy children. 7As they were increased, so they sinned against Me: therefore will I change their glory into shame.” (Hosea 4)
“Christians” need to stand up for what Christ would have stood up for and STOP being “silent, secret, closet Christians”. Christians don’t need to be rude or offensive or in someone’s face—but this is OUR nation and it was founded as a CHRISTIAN NATION—but they need to stand up and say “NO!” and make it clear that they oppose all such evil; and if they don’t, then as Christ said, they are no longer salt* and they are good for nothing but to be cast into the street and trampled upon by the foot of man! Each time that a “Christian” remains silent in the face of evil and does not stand up for what Christ would have stood up for, he denies Christ! Denying Christ is not merely denying His Name, or that you know Him or love Him, but it is denial of HIS DOCTRINE. This is what is happening to Christendom and this is why!
[* If salt has lost the quality that makes it salt then it is no longer salt! If it has been polluted by the environment (people) around it, and has “become MORONIC” (which is what the Greek word means that has been translated, “lost its savour”).]
Only a DISHONORABLE son apologizes for the Declarations, Rules, Commands, and Deeds of his Father. Only a shameful son is embarrassed of his Father.
Don’t waste time, energy, and angst thinking about what you “don’t know”; or even what you think that you know about your bloodlines. God is in control of the bloodlines. If I found out I had ancestors of those who are not God’s people, even peoples whom He forever cursed, I would not change a thing about what I believe or how I live (except, if I was young and single, I would not marry someone pure and pollute her bloodlines) because the truth is the truth and anyone who turns from the truth if he finds out that he has an alien ancestor, then he never believed the truth to begin with. After 24 generations each person has (rounded off) 33,555,000 ancestors (though some individuals will be an ancestor more than once, especially if those people did not move around a lot). It’s 184 generations back to Adam. After merely 50 generations each person has over 70 trillion ancestors. I would think that halfway back to Noah (which is still 10 generations from Adam) the number of ancestors that a person has (that is, if they descend from Noah and Adam) will have to invert and become a mirror image back to two sole ancestors (Noah and his wife). Regardless, this more ancestors than we could even count (let alone know).
God knows who are His and He has PRESERVED those who are His. Our job is to be faithful, obey, be salt and light (both of which kill bacteria and by their very nature must be separated—light and darkness don’t “mix”). If you WERE impure and rejected by God, do you think Satan would waste his time causing you to doubt? Don’t look at the wind and the waves, but at Christ and His Promises and God and His Faithfulness. And if you or I or anyone else is impure, THE ONLY HOPE we have is to CONTINUE to do what is right, preach the truth so that those who are pure, those who are God’s actual children, of whom He has preserved a remnant, can repent (for unless the remnant repents there is no deliverance), and throw ourselves upon the Mercy of the Court! I’ve written this in many of my books.
As I have written in many of my books and Ruminations, God created other races as TESTS OF OBEDIENCE—BOUNDARIES. Boundaries that cannot be crossed are no test of obedience, but impassible barriers.
Yes, you are right. A person can hardly buy anything without supporting someone evil. Therefore, each time that you buy something or pay a bill, ask God to destroy any wicked person(s) who profit off that purchase, and cause the righteous to inherit that company.
No, we are not to live out our lives as if nothing.s wrong—BUT WITH FULL KNOWLEDGE OF WHAT IS WRONG and cry unto God to forgive us and implore Him to correct what is wrong. Those of God’s people who kept the first Passover did not pass that night “as if nothing was wrong”, but with full knowledge of the Presence and Work of the Angel of Death. We have been put in a position of Judgment BECAUSE we took God for granted and sinned against Him, violating His Law (which was never abolished), and now like the Prodigal, He has stripped from us all the joy and even earthly hope of the life that we once knew (or thought that we knew), so that we repent and focus on Him, and focus on obedience, and cry out to Him for deliverance—even as the animals in Ninevah were forced to fast without food or water and livestock and BELLOWED without stop until they received what they needed. So also should we cry out unto God until delivered; if we don’t, as I have said, why should God deliver us from what we are willing to tolerate....?
[See my Sacred Truth Expository Commentary on The Book of the Prophet Jonah, 634pp., 32.00 + P&H. No commentator that I know of, understands the purpose and message of the Book of Jonah. This book is an amazing journey; a simple book misunderstood in regard to its general purpose and overall lesson; and many elements of the book are interpreted different by many. A very short book with remarkably very little detail, actually presents a larger-than-life story with amazing insight that no other commentator or theologian has ever uncovered; the illogic and outright heresy of many commentators and “experts” is scrutinized and refuted.]
It is the job of the remnant to survive... not hide, but be about our Father’s Business however we can... and be faithful. It is no test of faithfulness when everything is going easy; most often it is then that people turn from obedience and compromise, until they find themselves in the situation in which we are in.
Think of countless others who have endured far more than we have... and were even martyred. We have it relatively easy (so far). Imagine those before the modern era of the Welfare State and godless insurance, who lost everything in a tornado, fire, flood; or invasion of the barbarians (American Indians, Mongols, Huns, etc.): those who were tortured and horribly murdered by the Romanists during the Reformation, etc.
Yes, we have a lot to juggle and are currently being pressed from every side—that is the price of disobedience of the generations that preceded us, and that is the test of faithfulness for us whether we will arise to be Reformers or just blend in, in polluted Babylon, and be a friend of the world and therefore the enemy of God. God is not and does not conform to what sinful, corrupt humans imagine Him to be and as they demand Him to conform to modern “politically corrupt (oops) correct” notions of “fairness” and morality. He is HOLY and IMMUTABLE and His Standard of Holiness / Morality NEVER changes. What He declared to be sin and abominations 4,000 years ago still are today and always will be. It is we who are supposed to conform to Him and His Ways. To not do so, is rebellion.
At times like these (the end of civilization), for MANY reasons, we need to be like Jacob who clung to Christ (the “angel”) and cried out, “I cannot let Thee go except Thou bless me!” Jacob was desperate; Esau was going to kill him... and may have tried had not Jacob repented and therefore God caused a repentance in Esau’s heart—not to reform him of all his wickedness and enmity against God or regenerate him, but solely caused him to repent of his murderous hatred of his brother. I believe you have my S.T.E.C. on Genesis / Judges, which details the entire story vividly. Jacob could not move forward because of Esau; and Jacob could not retreat because he barely escaped violence by his father-in-law Laban; and though Jacob and Laban made a peace treaty, people break treaties when it suits them; so Jacob was in limbo. So also are we between a rock and a hard place as civilization teeters on the brink of destruction and we actually face genocidal extinction. But God is our ROCK and we are to look to HIM and cry unto with ceaselessly, until delivered... and draw unto Him and learn what He commanded and repent and obey SO THAT HE WILL HEAR* and deliver and save.
[* If any of God’s people are in unrepentant sin (IGNORANT or wilful) God does not hear their prayers. Ignorant sin is sin nonetheless (Luke 12:47,48; Leviticus 4:22ff.).
“1Behold, the LORD’S Hand is not shortened, that It cannot save; neither His Ear heavy, that It cannot hear: 2But your iniquities have separated between you and your God, and your sins have hid His Face from you, that He will not hear.” (Isaiah 59)
“If I regard iniquity in my heart, the Lord will not hear me” (Psalm 66:18)
“He that turneth away his ear from hearing the Law, even his prayer shall be abomination.” (Proverbs 28:9)]
Hang in there. Endure hardness as a good soldier (II Timothy 2:3). Claim God’s Promises and Covenants. Claim Christ’s Promises concerning Prayer... —and don’t give up.
“And when these things begin to come to pass, then look up, and lift up your heads; for your redemption draweth nigh.” (Luke 21:28)